The Spirit of Jezebel In Our Pews

My eyes are flooded and my heart heavy. There is a pain that shoots through me and a liar that tells me to keep quiet. There are times when the Lord will show me something and as hard as it may be, the many relationships that I could potentially lose seem to be mediocre and the pain I feel in my spirit for our ministers can be extremely overwhelming.

Many believe that the spirit of Jezebel is a lustful or promiscuous spirit. I could see how that may be true. However, my pastor told me long ago that although she had those traits, Jezebel just hated the ministry, period. She was a killer of the ministry.

My heart hurts so bad because I am seeing far too many of our ladies (younger girls, especially) falling into this trap. While Jezebel was a flat out she-devil, she was also very seductive so that she could get what she wanted.

Jezebel was after the man of God. Jezebel was a witch. Seduction is a witchcraft spirit and it is sitting on our pews and in our ladies. This is not easy for me to write but I am doing it because I feel that the Lord is telling me to.

It is hard enough on the man of God (especially the single men) to fight spirits of adultery, lust, fornication, etc. in the world, but when it is sitting in the pew, there is more to it than just all of that. This is also the spirit of Jezebel because her primary goal is to seduce, manipulate and "kill" the man of God.

Ministers, you are being attacked like never before and Satan has slithered his way into the Church using our women. This is the one tactic that he is using in these last days. Remember to take heed to seducing spirits. Not only is the Jezebel spirit wanting to seduce you into adultery, she is wanting to destroy you, your family and your ministry.

She doesn't just make her way into the church, either. She disguises herself on the Internet as a sister in Christ. Ladies, it is our DUTY to show these other women and girls what they ought not to do. If you are going to be Apostolic, please be Apostolic. If you are going to allow Satan to trip you up, find an alter! Quick.

Lord Jesus, please show me the error of my ways! If I have ANYTHING that is ungodly on here, show me so that I can remove it, in Jesus name. Don't allow me to be a stumbling block, especially for the ministry and any man of God. In Jesus name!

Thought I'd Throw This Out There ;)

Sometimes I just feel like yaking and for those of you who care to read, well read away ;)

Sports! I will NEVER be with another man who doesn't like them! Period. No wrestling does NOT count as a sport, either does car racing, horse racing ANY racing! LOL

Talking, I love to do it but I REALLY love to converse. ;) Randomly stays on my mind - there is such a thing.

I am spontaneous probably TOO spontaneous, so don't be surprised if I throw something like this blog, out there ;) ha

If you are mean to kids in any way shape or form you WILL go to hell. Repent and apologize now... thanks!

I am finally diving into more of my book, besides the Title and Chapter Titles ;) Did I really have any time to before? :)

I love the rain and purple and both ;)

Forget falling, forget drowning, forget being heart-broken, forget everything but the Lord, I fear not being the best Mom! - my ONLY fear! - so scary

My kids deserve a better life. Jesus knows this, because I tell Him all the time!

Don't ever let "I love you" lose it's value. There is more than meaning in those words. Saying them is putting your heart at your fingertips. Never lose the passion or the courage! Ever...

Watermelon Recipe for Chicken! Wow... ;p

Grilled Chicken With Watermelon Barbecue Sauce

SERVES 4
PREP TIME: 15 minutes
COOK TIME: 50 minutes

4 boneless, skinless chicken breast halves (5 ounces each) For sauce:
2 cups seedless watermelon, cubed
1 6-ounce can tomato paste
1/3 cup cider vinegar
1/3 cup brown sugar
1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce
1 tablespoon molasses
1 tablespoon minced fresh garlic
1 tablespoon finely chopped onion
1/2 teaspoon salt
1/2 teaspoon minced fresh ginger
1 cup seedless watermelon, chopped

Purée watermelon in a blender. Place purée in a Dutch oven over medium heat and cook uncovered for 20 minutes, stirring occasionally. Mix in remaining ingredients (except for the cup of chopped watermelon) and simmer uncovered for 10 minutes. Stir in the chopped watermelon and cook for an additional 5 minutes.

Grill chicken for 5 minutes. Turn chicken and brush with barbecue sauce. Cook for 5 more minutes, then turn and brush with more sauce and cook an additional 5 minutes. Brush with remaining sauce. Serve with mashed sweet potatoes, if desired.

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I Knew

From the moment I saw you
I knew you'd break my heart
I kept my distance
or would have just fallen apart
When I let you in
I was caught in the middle
Used to test the love of another
It's fine by me, if it's love she's given
and true to the very core.
If there is happiness in your eyes
She has love for your heart
All the while you smile
Simply being caught in the middle
... of two hearts...
Has been worth while.

What's Your Sacrifice?

Giving what you have to give is giving. Giving what you don't have to give is sacrifice.

Jesus SACRIFICED! Giving IS NOT sacrifice unless there is pain that comes with it. I share NOT because I want to bring myself any glory. I am SHARING to inspire others and show them just how God WILL move if you just step out in faith.

Here's my story and YES I am going to tell it ALL!

My income: $930 a month (was $810 - just increased $120)
Rent: $137 (I am blessed that rent is this cheap - not blessed that my kids face racism everyday, not to mention foul language and hate)
Utilities: $200
Car: $230
Insurance: $160
Household stuff: $100
Gas to go to work: $75

You do the math.

How much is the work of the Lord worth to you? Every man of God who was BLESSED, SACRIFICED!

Look at Job... he lost IT ALL

Moses... he lost royalty, plush living, fame

Jesus... He lost His life

What are you willing to lose?

God WILL supply ALL your needs. It takes SACRIFICE to see a move of God. I just want to share how He is moving in my life.

I DO NOT make enough money to travel anywhere! Desperate times call for desperate measures... I AM DESPERATE to see this town saved. Not because I love Vivian (I despise this place) but because I love people and the things of God. I HAD to SACRIFICE to go and see for myself.

Total travel expenses this summer:

Splendora, Tx.:
Hotel: $215
Gas: $100
Food: $50

Columbus, Oh.:
Gas: $220
Food: $100
Hotel one night: $60
Car repairs: $110
Work loss: $50

El Dorado, Ak.
Gas: $40
Food: $40

I just believe that the Lord is going to do something great in Vivian, so saddle up ya'll because you are about to go on the ride of your life! Satan has had this town TOO long! Frankly, God WILL sustain me or MOVE me. I am not being sustained. I am a firm believer that He doesn't want us to struggle. I struggle. I pray that my SACRIFICE has been acceptable to Him.

He knows my heart.
He knows my intentions.
He knows ALL my sacrifice.

I encourage you to step out and sacrifice. True things of God and true moves of God only come with sacrifice.

Do not just give, but sacrifice.

Praise report: God still hasn't failed me.